Olive
I am becoming addicted to Olives:(..I can't stop eating them..you already has finished one jar and I had to go and buy another one!!I hope it doesn't have any bad side effects..I know everything has to be in moderation but some times I can't stop eating something..just can't!!and it is Olives term!!!I never liked its taste before..now I stop thinking about it!!:)

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I just came back from one of CVG's event..this time I was the registerer and helped in organizing:)I am begining to like this group more and more..one of the managers of Apotex saw me and rushed to me and said..call me tomorrow!!:)I think he has some position for me..I hope it works out for good..I got to meet other people too..Steven is such a nice person..he said I can use him as a reference if any one wanted:)I am so blessed and greatful for having such people in my life..God thank you...I know you are behind all this..I got to meet this cute guy as well;)he actually came and said hi to me and Steven and that he was from Bruker..its a big instrumentation company..providing NMR stuff..anyways I didn't check his finger;)anyways he seemed to be happy with his company..they are going to have a seminar in May..I will definately go..seems an interesting company..most of their stuff is manufactured in Germany and France..and one of their users here is Merck Frosset..my dream company...may be some day I get to work there..:)

I think I am beginning to realize why I can't get too close...I don't get involved with people too much...I always thought I did but I always tried to have boundries so that I won't be bugging or interfiering in their lives..but I am begining accused of not contributing much..so note to my self that I have to change my ways of life...:)

This song from Five From Fighting is moving very fast on the 10 top musics on much music chart....its interesting..takes you like a journy in ones life...like a movie of your life..but see it before it happens...like fast forwarding it...
100 years
I'm 15 for a moment
Caught in between 10 and 20
And I'm just dreamin’
Counting the ways to where you are
I'm 22 for a moment
She feels better than ever
And we're on fire
Making our way back from Mars
15…there's still time for you
Time to buy and time to lose
15…there's never a wish better than this
When you only got 100 years to live…
I'm 33 for a moment
Still the man, but you see I'm a they
A kid on the way, babe
A family on my mind
I'm 45 for a moment
The sea is high
And I'm heading into a crisis
Chasing the years of my life
15…there's still time for you
Time to buy and Time to lose yourself
Within a morning star
15…I'm all right with you
15…there's never a wish better than this
As time goes by
Suddenly oh why?
In the blink of an eye
67 is gone.
The sun is gettin high
We're movin on.
I'm 99 for a moment
In time for just another moment
And I'm just dreamin
Countin the ways to where you are.
15 there's still time for you
22 I feel her too
33 go on your way
Every day's a new day.
15 there's still time for you
24 it's time to choose
15, there's never a wish better than this
When you've only got one hundred years to live.

The more I interact with more people I realize how little I know about life and human intentions..its easy to think every one is nice and is not going to hurt you. Thank god that I never had a bad experience..but the issue of trust is so delicate that should not taken for granted...If your trust has been misused then its hard to try to trust some one..I hope I never experience it..but I guess its inevitable...

what is happiness?
I was watching this old movie that my dad borrowed it from the video club called: "delavaran e koocheye delgosha". Although initially I didn't want to watch it becuase it seemed old..but then again my dad said that "khamseh" is playing in it so it should be funny..so I watched it..its a story about the time that Hitler was around and that Iran was one its allies..it was more of a love story than a politically oriented movie..there was a doctor in the movie who was the wise man of the story..he was trying to explain what happiness was to one of the guys who was in love with a lady whose cousin was in love with his daughter!!;)anyways he said that happiness is like sun..it shines equally to everyone but its those individual who use it and grasp it are the ones that considered happy..that its their vision of life is what makes their happy...
Its funny I think I completely agree with it..the days that I am happy everywhere looks great..U of T buildings are not as dark as always..but the day that I am depressed and don't want to see any thing positive..the buildings are dark...
You see exactly what you want to see...some times its and illusion but I guess the major question is that when do you know that where you live and what you think is real..
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by the way Toronto Island was great..I hadn't had that much fun for a while...got a lot of energy...and being accompanied with someone great was the climax:)